Less than 1 week, till I'm free to slack away without feeling any guilt. Just lie back and await the shitty grades that will definitely come coz I've spent my whole reading week playing. End of sem is always so surreal, this one much more than the past 3 I had. Prob coz I don't have any subjects to mug mug for. I'm so happy for my internship, but also keep thinking that it's too good to be true and someth will screw up and they will take it back from me. I need concrete evidence, of my job, my exchange, everything. 6 days more. Could determine whether I do honours or not, need to keep reminding myself of that. Scary, but I can't wait too.

Ok that totally motivated me a little to get back to work forreal.

It has struck me the past few days that I've been pretty happy and contented recently. Summer holidays has been really fulfilling and good. All the village air,kids, caves, rivers, shops, beaches, friends have done me some good! Maybe that's just what happiness is. Occassional bursts of laughter, and a constant peaceful calm, no worries and grievances. (Although calling up the driving instructor constantly nags at me and makes me clam up with fear.) I guess for me, as long as there are no gaps of emptiness I'll be happy, like every aspect of my life is filled with something, even if that something may sometimes be sadness?  i think the only thing I've really neglected this holidays, and I really regret, is my family. Think I've not really been around for more than a year and I really don't know how to make it up to them. They are constantly on my mind but I can't put these thoughts into action. Like I wanna communicate more with my grandparents but I just can't. And it;s a real pity coz there's no communication barrier like many I know. And I'm constantly so angsty when i'm home. Ok this will change. Life recently has taught me so much. I'm gonna make the most of the last few precious days of vacation and then I'm really going to realign my priorities for school.

1. Tittle: the dot over an “i” or “j”.
2. Lunule: the white, crescent shaped part at the top of a nail.
3. Crepuscular rays: rays of sunlight coming from a certain point in the sky.
4. Ferrule: the metal part on a pencil.
5. Gynecomastia: man-boobs.
6. Muntin: the strip separating window panes.
7. Morton’s toe: when your second toe is bigger than your big toe.
8. Desire path: a path created by natural means.
9. Semantic satiation: what happens when you say a word for so long it loses its meaning.
10. Paresthesia: the pins and needles feeling when a part of your body falls asleep.
11. Phosphenes: the lights you see when you close your eyes and press your hands to them.
12. Armsaye: the armhole in most clothing.
13. Wamble: stomach rumble.
14. Feat: a dangling piece of curly hair.
15. Rectal tenesmus: the feeling of incomplete defecation.
16. Petrichor: the smell after rain.
17. Philtrum: the groove located just below the nose and above the middle of the lips.
18. Purlicue: the space between the thumb and the forefingers.
19. Aglet: the plastic coating on a shoelace.  
20. Dysania: the state of finding it hard to get out of bed in the morning

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This is soooo funny!! 

Why Some Teachers Drink

Stop wasting time. Stop sleeping. Choose a question and get started. 1800 words and I'm done. Get started get started get started.

so glad biz comm is finally over!! so glad that i chose a wonderful group to work with. coz its the one module that your grp makes or break you. had quite a rough start but got past it after the 2nd meeting and everyone says we have wonderful dynamics. real pity that all of us talked too fast and this ass   >:(  had to keep harping on it and how he couldnt understand a thing. just totally killed our presentation and spirits with one feedback. and had to go up to the teacher and continue telling her abt it after class. but i rly rly think we did well la. had good feedback from everyone.

anyway, mich showed me this insane video! to celebrate yr halloween with

As usual, I hate bday eves! There's this very weird vibe in the air. And I always think my bday is gonna suck but it always doesnt. Sigh birthdays.. think it'll become an obligation soon although I'm glad it brings people together.

Just felt so sad on the bus on the way home just now. Think being tgt with someone really makes me fear being alone now. Have become so dependent that forget how to be happy being alone.

On another note, finally went for soccer training! :D regret not going/ being able to go for the previous ones coz i think this is the last trng before exams alr. i think i finally found my calling/passion leh! rly rly feel happy playing it :D 

stupid derek leh. Just received message from him which means hell week is over! and the first thing he says after one whole week of disappearance is "why v hot i thought yr fan make yr room v cold one."

Hello world. Blogging from Hannah's room. Quite depressed coz I came to hall at 730 without my room key :'( So lucky she miraculously came to stayover on sunday night! And I have my econs mid term later at 6 and my textbook is in my room. Hoping understanding definitions and concepts and not doing questions will pull me through. Cant use my phone coz the charger's in my room and feeling so dirty coz havent bathed. But must count my blessings at least I have my econs notes and laptop and hannah's room.




 
Haha